Sleep, cry, work, eat, repeat.
That is basically my days. Except i don't sleep well or long. I don't eat all the time. I like work, but i never want to be here. I don't feel like i fit in, with anyone or can talk, connect, but i have hell of a poker face. Not.
People can tell that i am sad, that i don't want to be here, or that i am sick. They don't say anything, they just don't talk with me. Which makes me sadder. Don't they care?!
Sometimes i don't see why i carry on.
I know that people love me, support and are there for me..but i don't always feel it or think it..
I hate trying to get someone's attention. Sometimes i just want to give up.
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