Sometimes, i think, what future?
What have i got to look forward to?
I think that living a life in darkness is worst than ending it now. I go now, I'll have ended my suffering.
I'll be there, drifting along, but what future would hold a light for me, and guide me through the darkness?!
Sometimes i think, living in Darkness, and just carrying on in life, is worse than dying now.
I could just say goodbye now, and everything would be over. No more pain for me, no more sadness, just peace.
But i don't want that.
I don't want that for me or the ones i leave behind.
I'm better than that, I'd rather live a long life, with depression and anxiety in my life, than quit now. Life is hard enough.
Where do i see myself in 5 years?
I see myself in a job that pays me well, and a job that I love. Living independently, with my own living place. My own apartment. A bed! 😅
Maybe a partner, but that's not the most important.
I want to feel better in my mind, body and soul.
I'd like to have money saved up, and given all money back that's owed.
I'd like to maybe start or have started my own little family.
I have high hopes for my future, so i won't end it now. I won't. I won't let myself. Not when I've got my whole life to starting living and looking forward to.
So I'll head towards the bright light, guiding me out of the darkness.
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