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What do I say?

Writer's picture: Bjørk O'HaraBjørk O'Hara

Updated: Nov 18, 2022

Well, I made it. But I don't know what to feel about it yet. I don't know if I made the right decision. Not yet. But I do feel like I have failed, or that I am a kind of embarrassment. But they may just be in my head.


Whilst I write this post, I am sitting in the dark on a blow-up mattress, which I can feel ''defeating'' underneath me. My mind and body are in pain.

I have thrown up, in my mouth. So now I have a bucket near my bed, with a plastic bag to catch my sick.


I am nervous, scared and physically sick, but I know that this decision will give me a new look at life. My life. I will be moving away from family but moving towards family.


I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to help. How do I try and help others, if I can't look after myself?

I am scared, I guess.

But I still, don't know what to say.

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