I know it's been a while. And it truly has, I've been scared to write. And I've missed it.
But i am back, still sad, but hoping to get back at my blog. These are a few things I've been writing on paper, but ready to put them on my blog.
I am sitting here in the square, awaiting my next steps. Waiting for someone or something to direct me. Where are you? And when will you come for me?
When i think of words to say, they come like rocks trickling own.
Earthquakes thrashing words to say, and then i close my eyes, to sing those words again, a little louder.
I think of the words that i am feeling, but i don't seem to be able to get them out. I don't understand, i feel so helpless, so lost, but still i wait here for something more.
I'll wait, I'll wait for something more, just you wait, it'll come for me. Even though, my darkness will overflow and I'll stay, I'll stay away and wait for you here. In the square, waiting. Though it's hard to stay, my heart is breaking, tears streaming down my face, i wish them to disappear. But life is one big cloud, full of tears ready to spring out when no one is looking. Why don't you make me feel good.
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