I cry every time that I read my words of the past. But they aren't always sad tears. Some are, because man do I write some sadness. But it helps because I am not the same person that I was when I started writing this blog. So much has changed, in me and to those around me, who I affect with my words, and those that affect me.
I am not the same person, that felt ashamed of myself, that felt like they weren't good enough for love, or good enough, for someone to just want to spend time with me. To be with me, for more than just sex. And for the first time, in so long, I am starting to feel worthy, of love and passion, and to be wanted by someone else.
To feel beautiful, by another person, to feel comfortable in my skin, to trust enough to share my darkness, and let their light in.
I am getting better, day by day. Some days are harder than most, just like they are for others. But some days, man, they are great!
Especially the day I met you!
Things that are worth it, take time..xx
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