True, I'm not well before i start liking someone, however, i am worse when i do. Because they never like me back. And it hurts. It's like a dagger to my heart. I set myself up, to fall on my face.
I wanna cry, scream, be hugged by another and feel safe. I long for it. I don't know if I can wait for you, to understand, want to be with me, or just hug me.
It's too hard, all this rejection. You have no idea how much rejection, abuse and hatred I've had towards me. And you'll never know. Because you only care about yourself, and your own bubble. I hurt, and i thought you cared. But i was wrong. And i hate it.
I just need, want, crave for a hug, comfort, compassion from someone, you, anyone. You once said, every hug is different. From hugging your mum, to a partner, to a friend. And you were right. It is different.
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