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Writer's pictureBjørk O'Hara

The real you

I show you me, and you throw it back in my face. Why don't you want me the way i am?! Am i not good enough for your tiny brain?!

Sometimes i see you analysing the parts you hate about me and take the ones you choose in me. And that's not what you do, you have to take and love all of me. I'm not half a person, I'm every part of me. You don't like me, then leave me be. I'll find someone better, that likes me for me. I don't trust you, but i love you. I don't trust myself around you, but i still want you in my life.


When i think of those things that I've lost, the things I've been through in my life and how i overcomes them, i am shocked and proud of how I got through it. And I'm still living with it all, even though it haunts me.


Why didn't he write me back?! I loved him, needed him, wanted him, was it because i didn't love myself enough, or was it because he didn't love me at all?!


Why did i even text him and then sit there and await for him to get up and message me back?! When he is my past and whoever you are coming for me, is my future. I want to be heading forwards, towards you not back into my past.


Did i think that it would make a difference, that he would have changed and decided that he wanted me back? Would i even take him back after everything.! Hell no!


Do i have the strength to carry on, fight back! Am i brave enough to journey on?!

We were friends once, until you ditched me for better things, and threw me in a hole that i dig for myself. Holding me back, and digging me down, tight, so i can't get out.


I wanted more, but stupidly i gave you a second chance, i guess i was desperate for any kind of love.

I should have expected the results that i received. You ditched me again, leaving only pain behind.


Why treat my like that! I'm worth some much more, you mess with me, you messed with the wrong person. Stringing me along, then giving up when it got hard or you found someone or something better.


Hell to this, I'm out of here. Good luck on life! You're never getting back with this, beauty, intelligent and fantastic young women.

But don't you dare do this to anyone else, or I'm coming for you!

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