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Take a pill..

Writer's picture: Bjørk O'HaraBjørk O'Hara

Updated: May 13, 2022

I feel dark,

Took half a pill,

To make the pain go away,

No works, for the wicked.

"Takes time" she says,

Some reason, i don't believe it.


Walked home, no tears available,

Made a coffee, still nothing.

Sat down Infront of my desk, wishing for tears. But still nothing comes for me.


The day dawns near, where I'll find myself drowning, towards a place of pain.

I sing songs to try and keep the light at bay.

I keep busy, to occupy my mind.

Some days are better than others,

Some are sick and happy,

Or depressed and dead.


It's 17:40, here.

I should go and make some dinner,

But i can't.

No motivation.

No energy.

No nothing here.

My mind is clouded.

So i don't eat.

I don't eat at all.

I won't eat.


I'll go to bed, wait for morning to come.

And take another pill,

Live the day just the same.

And over and over again.

I go.


What's to look forward too?

Pills,

Why, do i need to take them?

I've been wanting them for months now,

And now?

I'm on them, and i don't see why.

I guess i know that they will take time to kick in.

But, i worried that I'll stop, because they're not showing any signs of change in my mood.


Time is heading slowly ahead,

I glance at the clock,

I just want to hide under my sheets.

Call in for work,

Say I'm too sick to get out of bed.

I know that i can't.

I can't do that!

Doesn't help me, stop thinking that!


I guess I'll go make dinner,

Go to bed,

Wake up,

Take a pill,

And go to work!


And repeat!



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