Stranger

How do you feel in a new city??

I've been here just under 6 months, my new city. My new home base. And i still feel a stranger to the sites.

I'm not though. Not a stranger!

I may feel it, but i know deep inside me, that it's just something I'm saying. And I'm believing it.

No confidence in myself,

Leads me to think that I'll never change, never feel home and comfortable.

But i know that i can't think like this.

I need to change. Feel motivated and the confidence to hit the gym, feel good in my mind, body and soul. Start looking after myself mentally and physically. Take care of my appearance.

Like a makeover.

You heard of that before??

Or is that just something people say when they move to the big cities. Like New York.

Well, my version, is any new place, a makeover can change your perspective and mind, not for the worst. And you're not changing your personality, but a change is also a good way to see a change in yourself. Positive thinking, seeing the light in the darkness, and letting it explore other areas.

I'm excited. Because i have plans for my future, and it's not the one I'm living. All in the darkness, i wanna see more light.