No energy left for anything else

I fill my days with tv, series and music. With the occasional visit from my Far, there's not much i look forward too.

I don't sleep well during the night, for example last night, i slept 5 hrs. Needing to be up at 5am to get ready for work, i decided to sleep long after i wanted to.

I just couldn't shut my brain off.

I tossed and turn, and woke up during the night, all night long.

I am at work now, and i feel like a zombie. Dead eyes, dead brain, dead body.

I want to take a long hot bath, and lay and soak in the heat, then curl up in my cosy bed and sleep forever.

But i have to get up, i have to get dressed, i have to get on with my day. Live one day at a time. One minute to the next.

I had a kinda of hang out last night, we were going to drink, party and play games. But they didn't come, due to distance, so when work asked me to work, i said yes to the shift. Even though I'd have like to let lose, just once, for the first time in ages.

I hope they come back, and we reschedule for a better time.