Hello everyone!
I know that it has been a little time since I first decided to publish and write about myself, but the thing is, I have been struggling this past month. I have finally encouraged and pulled myself forward to start picking up the pieces of my life.
So here it goes!
I have been back in England for about a month now, and it has been hard. Sometimes I wish that I wasn´t here, and instead of that, I was somewhere else. Most of the time I turn of my mind and think, imagine myself somewhere better. somewhere where there are flying monkeys in the trees above, where there is no sadness and only happiness and laughter, and a place where there I no disaster. Somewhere where everyone can live, friends, family, those that I love dearly. But when I wake up and scan my brain, suddenly everything is gone and I can´t seem to find my way back.
But enough of this sad and sometimes dramatic realism of life for everyone at this current time, and let´s hipe this up with something a little less depressing.
At the current moment, I am watching the last Harry Potter, part 2 with my mother, who Is slowly falling asleep and complaining about the nonexistent coldness in the air. However excited that she has been to watch HP again, telling me all day, `Let´s watch HP, Let´s watch HP, Let´s watch HP´, we have decided to go off course and we are now watching Grand Design and eating our souls out with all the sugary treats you can think off.
So, that is us. The whole small family, around the TV, watching everything we can get our hands on and rotting our insides. Me, sitting on Big Bertha beanbag, with our big Luna at my knees waiting for treats. Mum sitting above the floor, eating crisps, still complaining about the cold, listening to the Archers and my fake father supplying us with treats.
So, before I sign off, to stuff my soul with terrible TV and rotting cell foods, I will say this. Thank you!
To anyone and anywhere that may be reading this blog. I really appreciate this all, from my light to my dark. Seeing a new spouse of life in my heart-brain and soul. why not join me. And we can help each other move forward.
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