A sick feeling in my mouth...

I just got a sick feeling in my mouth.

I am sitting in the main room, where we eat, and working on my puzzle.

And i just had a weird conversation with you, and it made me uncomfortable. Not a good kind, but a little disgusted feeling. The way you talked about women, and sex.

Here is me thinking that i will be lonely when you leave, but now i see more of you, that i dislike. And i don't like that. I don't like disliking someone, that i like.

I can't get this salt taste outta my mouth. Why do i get myself in these weird situations. Where i feel comfortable one moment, with you, then completely sick and disgusted.

Although, I'd never say that to your face. But why did you have to say that?!