Lonely in a crowded room, I say. But alone is not a word i use lightly. Saying alone, and lonely, both mean other things. To be alone,...

Sometimes, i think, what future? What have i got to look forward to? I think that living a life in darkness is worst than ending it now....

How do you feel in a new city?? I've been here just under 6 months, my new city. My new home base. And i still feel a stranger to the...

I guess i spoke to soon. The party mood improved. And i wasn't completely alone. In my mind, I always am. But, for this evening-night, i...

I'm at a party that i am not comfortable at, with people speaking a language that i am not party too. Keeping busy, laughing, and out of...

Truth is, it's true. I'm sad, but can't shred a single tear. I try, but my eyes are dry. Last night i cried for three hours. I cried...

Out of my head however, I've started back at the gym, which I've missed. Gives me back my power, and i feel the rush I've had, just...

Danielle....Dani.,.... Danny...Mor, mummy, mum. So many names for such a woman. She is a mother, daughter, sister, aunty, friend,...

Here i am, taking the same bus, to the same job. A place i haven't been too for a month. Almost don't feel like i belong there, no more...

Do i start drinking again? 3 and a bit months since my last drink. I'm tempted, and i don't really care. Getting your hopes up, thinking...

When i woke this morning, i was happy. Had loads of time to get things done. Left the house in time to head towards my therapy session....

Im lying in bed, trying to sleep. Trying to shut off the wires in my brain. Shivering from head to toe, but not from the cold. Can't stop...

I've been skipping meals for the last couple of days. It's not because i want to lose weight. Quite the opposite really, I'm just so sad...

Happy Valentine's day to both those that have someone special to share with or those that are alone. Choose today to celebrate loving...

It's 7:25, and I'm on the bus to work. Listening to music, writing this, awaiting for my stop. To step out into the cold and walk the...

Ocean, my strong and loving sister. She is independent, beautiful, loving and such an inspiration, to who she is and everything that...

Hey there! I know, it's been a while. But still not too long. I'm here now, that's what's important. I haven't felt the motivation to get...

Woke up at 5:20am. With lots of time to spare. Brushed teeth, combed hair and showered. Dressed, fed, with time for myself. 20 minutes...

Tbh, it's hard to do the duties of a maid of honor in another Country. But i try my best. I'm struggling for what to write for mums part...

This has always been a hard subject to talk about, because it is ongoing. But i will try. I was younger, when it all started, I took to...